I'm feeling cold

My world is slowly collapsing around me

I am to be blamed

I love you.

I am sorry.

All sussed out?

I'm feeling frustrated.

Thinking back of who i was, what i used to do, music i use to listen to, the person i wanted to be.

Seems so long ago...........

I miss, i long at times.

I'm aware its the past, but instead build the future you want.

Just looking inwards for inspiration, cause i have to believe in myself to get where i want to be.

I need the reckless self belief i once had, minus the reckless of course.

I use to believe i was meant for great things

They say i can do anything, with faith like a child

I'm not making sense.

Will start work at a new place tomorrow.

Will update more frequently

Will start a series of essays.

Maybe recollection pieces, reviews, who knows maybe my first short story.

Looking to write more positive.

Probably will start writing stuff i'm passionate about, thoughts

But i guess i'll stay off football for the moment in term of blogging

it will however have the occasional cameo appearance.

So keep an eye on this blog.