New version of you, i need a new version of me

Yup i ripped the title of some tv series song.

I shall start every title with a lyric from a song. See if you can recognise the song intuitively without the aid of google.

But the truth is the current version of me is pretty damn slow and lacks in many areas not compatible with current times. So really need to change or rather upgrade.

Summer semester is hectic, cramping one sem worth of work in one month is overwhelming, but it has to be done. Can't wait to get pass this.

Updates, i may have reach a realisation of truth, the sudden realisation where the petty squabbles can't be put aside and the self admit of faults can begin. Suddenly it seems much clearer and it is hard to digest but have to learn from it i suppose. Feel like taking a self impose exile, a sabbatical, a batman soul searching kinda break but can't afford such luxury.

I'm just typing for the sake of typing, not like anybody's gonna read this anyway. Loads of dribble here.

Feel unsastified, i guess i just don't want to grow up and wanting so much to hold on to my security of childishness of irresponsible time wasting brain cell killing activities. A luxurious dwelling in self pity and self justifying dreams of excuses. Bordering on self impose thrill, in other words syok sendiri.

I want liberation, i want certainty, i want self believe, i want man u to win another premier league title and i want to gain bliss, not the ignorant kind though.

Trivia: In the beginning of Oasis's Don't look back in anger, the piano chord played is the same as the piano chord in the beginning of the song Imagine.

I shall stop now.